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Dawn light smiled on sleeping forms. Bob yawned, stretched,
arched his back luxuriously, and expertly flipped himself out of
his hammock. Ta-da
, he provided his own fanfare as the sheet
and blanket wrapping him cascaded from his bare shoulders onto
the floor. Hiroshi cranked one eye open to view the performance.
His kids didn't act like that. His kids, clad in matching pajamas
and bathrobes, would tiptoe demurely into their parents
bedroom — separate bedroom — and say Good morning, Father.
Good morning, Mother.
Then they would quietly get out. Bob
noisily slopped half a bucket of water down the sewer pipe to
which the toilet would someday attach. Imagine raising kids
here. On shore, the health department would shut this place down
in a flash. Hiroshi heard Bob scrape open a drawer, and got a
whiff of fetid alcohol: that damned frog. None of that at his
house, for sure. What would his kids be doing now? They would
go to bed and get up at regular hours — no wild parties and
falling asleep, even if not drunk, among the beer kegs. They
would do something normal while waiting for their parents to
arise, like watching cartoons on TV. Meiko chirped out a cheery
Good morning, everybody!
What was good about it? Hiroshi
figured he couldn't delay much longer and would have to face the
morning and its inhabitants, both the intact and the dissected.
He unrolled from his blanket and began to saunter nonchalantly
to the toilet flange, but Bob jumped up from his chair —
still bare-assed; didn't that kid have any sense of modesty, or
of temperature? — and called out, Mr. Mori, Mr. Mori, I figured
it out last night! Come see what I found!
Oh, Lord, it says here that thou art merciful, so please cut
it out, quam olim promisisti, amen. Bob, this early in the
morning I can't take either your bare ass or your damn frog.
Like water off a duck's back. What's the matter? Did you
have too much alcohol last night?
Hiroshi emitted a growl of ambiguous denotation but obvious
connotation. Meiko gave him a funny look, and went over to her
son. Together, her arm over his bare back, they looked deep
within the sacrificial victim. See, I cut open the heart. The
blood from the lungs and the body mixes! Not like with us …
Hiroshi scuttled away. Promisisti, Domine. Veni, ut salvos!
Eating breakfast, the family sat adjacent to Hiroshi. He
glowered at his French toast, thinking his own thoughts. Bob
asked his father, Dad, if we sail away, what do we need to bring
for the house? And if we need something — oh, yes, and when we
have aluminum to sell — how do we get it from the middle of the
ocean to the land? We could get an airplane! But … a small
seaplane couldn't carry much, and we couldn't afford a big one.
I expect to spend a lot of today making lists of supplies,
and I wish you and your friends would do so too. We can't
anticipate everything, though, so we'll have a purchasing agent
on shore to order things and send them to us probably by boat.
It's not like we were sailing to the moon.
Meiko suggested, Before parasails, the racing yachts used
to displace tons and to sail at twenty knots or more. We should
easily be able to move a barge at ten knots and carry ten or even
twenty tons of stuff each way. There are ports of call out there — Tahiti, Guam, Hawaii — and we could have things sent air
freight, then pick them up within perhaps a week.
I like that, Mom. But we would have to send one boat a day
to carry the aluminum. That's a lot of people, and a lot of
boring days.
Wooden ships and iron, um, persons
, said George. For
heavy items we can have a freighter come out to the project. Or
maybe we could automate the boats.
I don't think that would work
, replied Meiko. What about
storms? Also, is an automated vessel flotsam?
Or maybe jetsam? OK, scratch that one. But Meiko Chou,
your family had a boat. Would you find out about this parasail
freighter idea, and work out how we could ship supplies, and
especially aluminum?
Sure, I'd love to handle the boat, but I don't know a thing
about shipping. Maybe one of the staff people could do better.
You're right. Ron Atkins should know better, or at least
he would know who to call up. Now, what else today? Hiroshi,
what do you want to do today? And why are you so glum?
I've inspected everything I want to, and I've discussed
what I found with you and your people. I ought to get out of
here — to go back to what? Supervising as the U. S. nuclear
industry is dismantled. Here you are planning your future, while
mine is down the tubes, as soon as that bill passes. That burns
the hell out of me.
I thought it was my frog
, said Bob. You seem to avoid
it. I won't show it to you any more, I promise.
I'm sorry I jumped on you, but the thoughts all came together
and I couldn't stand it.
George said, If you don't like the NRC's future — and I
wouldn't, in your place — why don't you come with us? You've
seen more screwups than all of us put together, and I'm not
ashamed to say that that kind of experience could help us a great
deal in keeping out of trouble.
I thought of that. But what about my family? My wife
wouldn't come here even if California were sinking into the
ocean. And no way would I try to raise any kids here. Sorry
about that, but that's how I feel.
Why?
, said Meiko. I think this is a good place.
Bob added, I feel sorry for your kids, having to live on
shore.
Item
, Hiroshi counted them off. It's next to a fission
reactor. Item: no schools. Item: no toilets or showers. Item:
no cultural support. Item: isolated and due to get more so — no
friends except here. And most important item: this project is
heading into a potential war zone. It's no place for families.
George, Meiko and Bob rotated answering Hiroshi's points.
New York City is next to several fission reactors.
What do
you mean, no schools? What do you think I do all day? I bet I
know more than your kids.
Have you had any problem with
personal hygiene?
I suppose you mean my parents can't drag me to
the opera. La te da te da, Figaro, Figaro, Figaro. My dad
listens to that stuff all the time on tapes. Yuck. Do you make
your kids go to operas?
It's not as if we were in jail. Think
of it as a transfer to Hawaii.
Even with terrorist attacks,
this place is safer than East L.A. My people tell me some
hair-raising stories.
Don't be so glib about terrorists.
Mr. Mori
, said Bob, we practice over and over how to
fight terrorists. Nobody could get by us.
You people do very well, within your limitations. But I'll
give you an example. Yesterday I watched an assault from the
boat dock, seven defenders and fifteen attackers, all of whom died, and
two defenders got dented helmets. Great body count. But if I
had been leading the attack, with competent weapons, I
could have gotten up with one or two dead, and wiped all the
defenders with one grenade. You aren't practicing with realistic
weapons, and you're treating it as a game. Your adversaries are
playing for keeps. I'm scared to be on this station, much less
to put my family on it.
George responded, Hiroshi, I'm not an expert in war. Would
you talk to Mr. Tri about this? You could help us a lot, and
maybe he could allay your misgivings. Please make with him a
list of improvements in training that we need; remember that we
expected to have Coast Guard and Navy backup, until yesterday.
Also, what weapons should we get? And sensing instruments? We
have a radar and a sonar, but maybe we should get better ones.
Thanks for letting me help.
Bob piped up, May I come too? And after we finish with Mr.
Tri, I want you to meet Mrs. Olson — the teacher you asked
about, remember?
Meiko squelched him. Young man, you have food to catch,
samples to collect, an excellent dissection to finish and write
up, and a chapter of Caesar to finish. You may show Mr. Mori
where people are, then split. Don't waste your time … I know
you have helped us a lot and want to continue, but Mr. Mori can
handle this himself. If he wants your help he will ask.
Bob looked angry. Then his expression changed to embarrassment,
then to shame. He said, Mr. Mori, I'm sorry I tried to
help you without your permission. I did it because I am too
proud of myself.
He turned around and bent over. Whack my
butt.
Hiroshi looked at George and Meiko. She nodded and told
him, Hard.
He did; Bob staggered and said, Thank you.
His
eyes were full of tears, about to overflow.
I've never seen anything like that before
, said Hiroshi.
Come on, kid, don't cry. It's not that big of a deal to
me. Dry your eyes and tell me what's going on.
I do my best, but I make so many mistakes. It's hard to be
proud of myself, and even when I do well I get too proud and puff
myself up. Please don't kick me away when I do wrong; please
stay with me and help me do better.
Sure, kid, I may snap at you sometimes but I won't leave
you. I thought you do pretty well. What would be good enough?
Perfection. That's what you demand of the people you
inspect, right? And with good reason.
Hiroshi didn't like to hear a kid using that standard, but he couldn't very well disagree with what Bob had said. Bob was an extremely stable kid, and quick on his feet. An indiscretion, quick criticism and punishment, intense but brief shame, then Bob resigned himself to human frailty and was back in action in less than a minute. Hiroshi wished his own kids would be that stable Maybe the secret was not in the kid, but how the parent handled the kid…
I have fish to catch, Latin to read, samples to collect,
and a frog heart. Let's get the lead out. Mr. Tri usually
practices on the cement plant after breakfast; let's look there
first.
We didn't brush our teeth yet
, said Hiroshi.
Oh, thanks for reminding me.
Tri and Hiroshi ended up turning the morning martial arts classes into open discussions of weapons and tactics. The ten o'clock class was particularly helpful because several war veterans had relevant experiences to share.
One former fighter pilot made the point, Expensive, expendable
weapons systems are out. Pilots won't risk wasting them.
In Yemen we had Phoenix missiles at a million apiece, and we got
maybe ten enemy with them. I fired them only once, when I got
separated from my buddies and I had shot off all my Vipers. I
got the bastards, both of them. It was beautiful how the missiles
just went around in a little circle and plastered them from
behind before their ECM could find my radar and jam it. But
later we thought, was the Phoenix really worth it? We had the
techs do a shop overhaul on the missiles, radars and computers
from a few planes. You know, take it all out of the planes and
work on it in the shop. The planes had such a maneuverability
improvement from the decreased weight that they could blast the
ass off the MiG-29's with Vipers, at two thousand dollars and
forty kilos each. Needless to say, all the Phoenix missiles had
to be overhauled, and parts were sooo hard to get.
The class
laughed; they had heard that the Phoenix had proven unreliable,
but few except pilots knew what had really gone wrong with it.
The simple weapon will be used freely, and is harder to
defend against. They tried everything to throw off the
Vipers — maneuvers, dropping flares, intentional flameouts — and nothing
helped them much. Of course we had the same trouble with their
heat-seekers, but with our maneuverability we could lock on and
they couldn't, usually.
An old infantryman asked, You mentioned grenades.
Shouldn't we have some? And what about tear gas?
My experience
, said Tri, is that you're vulnerable to
both grenades and gas when defending a fixed position. Attackers
are spread out and mobile; they throw the stuff. But we should have
some just in case attackers hole up in somebody's room, for
example. Don't expect to get much use out of it, though.
A teenage girl had a good point. The attackers will come
on boats. What kind of missiles work on boats?
I think the choice is between a wire-guided anti-tank
missile and an artillery piece
, answered the infantryman. Maybe
a recoilless rifle. Ballistic missiles like a bazooka are too
slow and too inaccurate if the boat is maneuvering. A computerized
gunner with infrared TV and laser rangefinder, like in a
tank, would be ideal, but maybe too expensive.
Tri continued, I like the idea of the recoilless rifle,
because the complexity is in the launcher, not the shell.
A young man was looking quite unhappy. Whatever happened
to the spirit of harmony that we were learning?
Harmonize a few shells with their boats
, the fighter pilot
answered glibly, and the bad guys will behave in concord with
the ki.
Tri gently remonstrated, Often the obvious solution to an
interpersonal problem is a fist in the face. But if the target
is one of us, you know how futile that is.
An older lady added, When I use the gun, I feel an internal
collision. I don't fire often, and when I do I often miss. I
think guns are inherently collisional.
The pilot agreed, Wham, bam, very collisional.
That's superficial
, said the girl who had asked about
missiles. Maybe if we understood them better, Mary, we could
use guns in harmony. Or maybe we have to learn to live with
collision. What do you think, Mr. Tri?
I think there is no harmony in guns. This has bothered me
as a teacher, and it bothers many students. My training is to
avoid collision, and you know how effective that is. I have no
idea how to collide effectively; you notice that our tactical
skill is not bad, but our aikido is a lot better. In my combat
experience and in my reading, the best leaders combine position
and maneuver to win, like we do in aikido. The turkeys rely on
firepower. But it doesn't work when you try to copy the famous
generals, just like mechanically copying aikido is useless. The
force is involved. People have to use it as a team. I have
thought for a long time how to do that and how to teach it, but I
couldn't get anything I thought would work. Look, on Monday we
will try the methods that I thought of, even if they aren't very
good. If we can learn to use the force as a team, even a little,
it will be more combat-effective than any missile. May the force
be with you.
The eleven o'clock class was already milling around the
fringes as the previous people broke up chattering about weapons
and the force. Tri called, Alvin, would you lead the class for
a few minutes; I have to take a break. Do the stretching exercises
and basic defense movements.
Hiroshi spotted Bob and
waved.
When Mr. Tri came back he introduced Hiroshi and summarized
the discussion in the previous class. But this class was less
warlike and had little interest in new weapons. Bob did say
something, though, echoed by others his age, which the adults
found disturbing. I don't know what that lady was talking
about. On the target range I have no internal collision when
firing the gun. No target has ever escaped my eagle eye.
(An
exaggeration.) I don't collide in tactics either. I can blast
my friends with the gun and still be friends, just like I can
flip them or twist their arms. All in harmony. It's only an
exercise.
But Bob
, asked Tri, suppose it were real?
We practice so we'll do the same thing in combat.
A horrified elder asked, How can you say killing is in
harmony? Don't you have any feeling for the sanctity of life?
No.
Mori winced and a murmur went through the class.
You don't like that? You think I'm a monster, don't you? But
remember who took all the flak last month for holding up the
class to save one lousy spider? I said, 'Do you think a few
seconds of your time is worth more than the life of this spider?'
Does that sound like a wanton killer? But I kill flies, with the
force, and I don't seem to have burnt up my brain by doing it.
The spider is my brother and I take care of it. The fly's nature
is to hurt me, so I kill it. It's the same with people; some are
my brothers and some are like flies and cockroaches.
Tri asked, Everyone who tries to hurt you is like a fly, to
be swatted?
Of course not. My friends often hurt me, and I hurt them,
and we're still friends. Like someone getting mad and kicking me
when I wasn't looking, or throwing me over the rail when he
didn't have to — hitting the water sideways really hurts!
You poured water on me!
So? You still didn't have to throw me in. But if someone
tries to raid this project, I'll swat him if I can.
Who are you, little boy
, challenged one adult, to judge
who lives and who dies?
I think it will be clear when the time comes. What do you
suggest I do, play possum?
The consensus of the class was, kill. But they hadn't
considered all the angles. What about me, muchacho? Am I your
friend?
Sure, Gato.
His legal name was Edelmiro Rodriguez, but
only his parole officer called him that.
I was a fly once, and I didn't play around either. If you
had met me in the old days you would have tried to kill me,
right? And we wouldn't be friends now. One of us would be dead,
probably you. Don't be too quick to kill, because people change.
I learned that in prison. I'll tell you about it sometime.
In combat with guns, what can you do?
Tri cut in. The best generals win battles without firing a
shot,
Bob responded, So let's start learning how. I have an idea
for an exercise. Pairs of defenders back to back; random attacks;
if you trip over your partner you aren't in harmony and
have to do better. How's that?
That's not one I had thought of, but we'll try it. Groups
of four, please, but not random attacks yet; do munetsuke kaiten
nage. Vary it later.
The attackers punched for the stomach and rarely made contact, but also rarely got flipped because the defenders were too busy untangling their feet. It was pretty bad.
Change places
, called Tri. Defenders became attackers
Is this going to work?
wondered Hiroshi. Tri saw the
doubtful look. He straightened out a man who looked tense from
the difficult, unfamiliar exercise, and who had barely escaped a
popped solar plexus. Then he told Hiroshi, Some people are
improving; that's a good sign. We're not going to learn this in
one day.
At each break the more successful people had suggestions to share, and by the end of the class Hiroshi could see the improvement. A few people even avoided tripping over their partners more than half the time. Maybe the force could be used by people as a team.
When the class was finally over, Bob was exhausted and
didn't want to run, so he went directly to the bath canal while
Hiroshi ran with George and Meiko. Baths over, they got the
lunch of the day, burritos, which Bob claimed were a plot to
increase the station's methane supply. George was pleased that
Hiroshi and Tri had made progress on station defense, and he was
proud of Bob's part in suggesting an effective team exercise.
Picking a wayward chili bean out of his lap, Bob commented, I
only wish I could have done better in my own exercise. Look at
these bruises!
There was an ugly one on his left shin, and
several others besides. With the force I'm adequate, but that's
all.
That's not true
, declared Hiroshi.
You can't say I'm OB1 Kenobi. Not even Luke Skywalker.
I can't put words to it, but … Combat isn't everything.
You're better with the force than you think you are.
Adequate means good enough. I'm not crying over it.
After lunch, George asked Hiroshi, What are you going to do
now?
It looks like I've done everything I can do. I guess I go
home.
Do you like fishing? You could fish this afternoon, then
go ashore with the workers and take an evening flight.
That's a great idea; I hadn't thought of fishing here. May
I borrow a pole?
Bob invited himself too. I'll read my Latin while I fish.
So they passed a lazy afternoon. Bob amused Hiroshi by reading his Latin aloud and translating it. Hiroshi regaled Bob with the tale of the SL-1 reactor, complete with a missing corpse, which was found only when the health physicist saw something red dripping on the faceplate of his helmet — the guy was pinned to the ceiling by an ejected control rod which he had manually lifted further than was wise. They talked some more about parenting styles, and agreed that though they liked each other as friends, Bob didn't want Hiroshi as a father and Hiroshi couldn't stand Bob as a son. They even caught some fish: Hiroshi got a two-kilo rock cod and Bob got two mackerel. So Hiroshi could take the cod home, they packed freeze bags around it, wrapped it in newspaper, and sealed it in a big plastic bag that they hoped would keep the stink out of Hiroshi's suitcase.
At 1600, George and Meiko met Hiroshi at the boat dock.
I'm sorry to see you go
, said Meiko.
Think about joining us
, added George. There's always a
place for you and your family.
At every other place I ever inspected, they couldn't wait
to get rid of me. It feels like I've been here a month. I'll
call you when I hear more from the NRC. Thank you so much
for … It was really a unique experience.
Goodbye, Mr. Mori.
Goodbye, Bob. May you walk in the way of the force.
Hiroshi joined the workers and went down to the waiting boat.
That evening the Chous heard the news: the Tomlin bill had passed the Senate.
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